APX-VI-0020
“I stopped numbing out and started facing what's actually going on.”
Facing what is actually going on, without softening it with distraction, is the beginning of authorship. You cannot write a new chapter if you keep the page blank with escapism. Clarity, even when it's uncomfortable, is the raw material of change.
Your Practice
Write down what you've been facing now that you stopped numbing. Be specific about what it is, how long it's been real, and what one step toward it looks like. Then take that step, not to fix everything, but to keep facing it. Facing it is the practice.
The Architects
“Disease is an impediment to the body, but not to the will, unless the will itself chooses.”
Epictetus, Enchiridion, ch. IX (George Long translation)