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“My body has limits now that it never had and I keep crashing past them.”
You keep treating your old capacity as the rule and paying for it with crashes. The illness drew new bounds, and fighting them just deepens the hole. Trusting the bounds here isn't surrender - it's the only way to actually do more over time. The wall is real. Build inside it.
Your Practice
- Learn your actual limit by tracking, not by hoping. Find the real line.
- Plan your days to stay inside it, even when you feel briefly fine.
- Treat pacing as the strategy, not the failure. Steady beats heroic crashes.
- When you want to push past, remember the cost - the crash erases the gain.